Monday, December 22, 2008

Calendar Girl

在《jack and jill vs. the world》中,Jill的生命有期限,她期待自己能活久一点,让她有机会可以去爱。一首Calendar Girl贯穿了整部影片,让一部原本很平淡的好莱坞爱情小品,瞬间有了更深一个层次的意义。

Jill的纽约生活,对应我的上海生活。
我没有一个确定的疾病会死亡,但我确有确定的工作合约期限,
用什麽方式来活,我有时也很迷思。

我曾在夜里一点醒来,走出去散步。还是想不通。

Calendar Girl是一首很悲伤的歌,我却喜欢的很。

歌词是这样...

If I am lost for a day;try and find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy .
Just got harder and harder each day.
December is the darkest and June is the light .
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home .
Who waits up for me all through the night.
Calendar girl whos in love with the world ,Stay alive.
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world ,Stay alive.

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do .
And when I awoke I was sure it was true.
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky.
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die .
But I can't live forever,I can't always breath.
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea.

The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross .

And I'll laugh about all that we've lost.
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world, Stay Alive.
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world, Stay Alive .
January,February,March,April,May ....I'm alive .
June,July,August,September,October... I'm alive.
November,December,yah all through the winter. . .

I'm alive .
I'm alive .

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

哭不出来

昨天晚上,我还是不放心的把今天的简报拿出来一遍。
十一点多才睡,几乎是昏过去。

早上闹钟在六点钟响,我几乎爬不起来,
坐在床上,想哭
更惨的是,哭不出来。

然後司机来接,我出门了,

现在只觉得好闷,胸口。

*最好有人跟我说一句狠一点话,我就会大哭,可能会好一点。

Saturday, December 06, 2008

两个世界,一个城市

V是一个传统的西班牙人,他从马德里来上海。
认识V是在飞机上,他就像凯莉的Mr.Big,
他在一个很重要的工作中任职,
V有漂亮的浅褐色带点绿色的头发,
很柔软的头发,深邃的蓝眼睛。

V是一个传统的西班牙人,他从马德里来上海。


在上海,
有人住在10000美金的service apartment,
有人住在5000人民币法式小公寓,

有人一个晚上消费1000元的红酒,
有人月薪1000元。

大家都在一个城市,用不同的生活方式。

不同世界的两个人,会在这边遇到,
也会在这边陷入找寻各自对於「友情/ 爱情」的定义。
终於,没有解答,只有让孤单不断延续的旅程。